Carpe Diem.

Life.

It has so many ways of surprising you. Just when you least expect something to happen, the biggest surprise you will ever get comes wooshing into your life. On the contrary, when you expect something to happen, it seems like it will never occur in a lifetime. Irony is the way of life, I suppose. God has His own way of teaching His little minions what they should be learning in this temporary adventure called 'life'. At such a young age, I think I've accomplished quite a few 'adult' concepts of life, but then again, when I actually share them with real adults, I realized what I know is not even a quarter close to what the real deal is really about. When will I ever get a grip of these things ey? Just gotta hold on tight and face all the ups and downs of this roller coaster ride. I appreciate all the good things that has come to my life and also the bad things, actually. Without the bad things, there won't be good things. I learn half of the things I do right now, wait in fact, everything I learned so far is because of the shit people have been giving me. Well, I'm trying not to hate that certain thing because of the bad things I've been getting but hey, as a normal human being I have the right to be traumatize by these 'omens' of life. I hate it though, the fact that such a beautiful thing could be ruined forever just by someone who doesn't know its worth. I am that kind of a person, I get crushed so easily sometimes I feel like I'm a tin can. It sucks really. I mean I could be crush just by anything and worse, by anyone. I don't trust easily as I'm not easily trusted. I've had my fair share of trust issues with my fellow friends. Or should I say ex-friends. Whatever suits it better. Yeah, I regret it but it's a consequence I have to face for the wrongs I've done. Things are getting better anyways and I'll keep hoping it gets better and better everyday.

"If it is not okay, it's not the end".